Archive for November, 2007

The Holidays are just about here

and I have no spirit for it.  It will be the first of holidays that my mom wont be here.  I just dont know how to get through it, and still be happy and excited for my childrens sake.  Every night I lay in bed and cry my heart out.  When will the pain go away? Or will it ever?  Thanks for being here for me buddies!!  HUGS